.Comments of Chance for 57782342
I sorry that we have left you for so long. I tried to start working again, but it seemed too hard. The loss of something so close is never easy to take, there will always be phantom feelings that they're still there. The fight has turned ugly and dark, but we press on. To tell you the truth I didn't want to continue. The future seemed so bleak when he left us that I just wanted to lay down and go to sleep. Yes, just sleep and not let my worries bother me no more. To dream of a cool spring as the gentle breeze carries the sound of the forest to me. When I'm awake I look for the forest and all I see is coldness and hardness. It's as a if everything is frozen, never to move again. Why? Why is change wrong? Why is it left to me to bring about change. I'm not strong or smart, I'm just me. All I can do is be myself. Then I remind myself that if I don't do something for me at least I should do something for others who have never know the freedom that is kept from them. I can not be selfish and wallow in my grief because others are counting on me to help them, even if they don't know it yet. A hard blow has been scored on us, but we will come back stronger than before. This fight isn't over yet....
But we will miss you Zeus.